The past couple of weeks, I have had 2 episodes of borderline high blood pressure. At this early in the game, it most likely cannot be pregnancy related. I believe I just get so anxious and stressed about the pregnancy, that I work myself up. I had one day that I felt so sick, dizzy, and was seeing spots. Took my blood pressure and it was 140/90. I went in for a BP check at the doctor and it was the same number. I was told just to watch it daily. Now, when I take my BP at home, it is never high, it is 120/80 or lower. So, I haven’t really been too worried about it.
We had our 2 week follow up appointment today and I was super nervous going in to the appt, so of course, my BP is going to be high. We arrive and things get off to a bad start. The unit clerk, who mind you is not very friendly sometimes, said alright I have you down for an appt. with the doctor. I informed her that I’m actually here for an ultrasound. I informed her that I do not need to see the doctor, nothing has changed, but we are just making sure everything is still progressing. She proceeds to inform me of the “normal procedure.” She said “ma’am, the normal procedure is a scan at 8 weeks and 20 weeks.” I unleashed. “Excuse me, but my situation is not normal..I’ve had multiple losses and I’ve had a scan at 5 weeks, 6 weeks, 8 weeks, and now this is supposed to be my 10 week scan.” So, please do not inform me of your normal procedure, because I wish with every bit of me that my situation had been normal. Ugh, some people and their high horse…don’t mess with me! She finally said, alright, let me call back and see what the doctor wants to do. So much for a good blood pressure check today!
I sat back down with tears welled in my eyes. My husband was just trying to calm me down. Seriously, I have counted down the days until this US. Both my husband and I took off of work this morning to get this ultrasound! I was determined that I was not leaving without one. We waited for another 20 minutes before we knew if they could get us in. The nurse called me back and apologized for the mix up, (which is what the witch unit clerk lady should have done), and said we can get you in for a quick scan and then you’ll see the doctor afterwards. Thank the heavens!
To my surprise, we could finally do a belly US. This was my first one! As I have not been far enough along yet with any of the other pregnancies to have a belly US. As soon as she put the doppler on the belly, I saw that little precious HB and was instantly relieved. 10 weeks 5 days…everything looked good! Heart rate measured at 158 BPM. We could even see the hands and feet today, and the baby was constantly moving. It looked like it had the hiccups or something because it was rhythmically bouncing. It kinda freaked me out, like it was having seizures or something, but the tech said was normal. Anyways, we are very excited.
Lastly, they took my blood pressure (yes, after all of this crazy excitement), and of course, it was high. 141/95. The doctor said she truly believes it my anxiety and nerves coming to these appointments, which is understandable, but I need to try and relax. I have to keep a BP diary and also did a lab work up to check for underlying issues. Hopefully, I can keep this BP under control!
Overall, it was a good day 🙂 Today was the first day, I felt like this is real. This is really happening.